Saturday, February 6, 2010

No more Bride




“Today is your Marriage”,My mother was happy and my father,maybe.Flowers loved me in the white gown.Air in the hall complimented me.I looked beautiful,more.Girls were jealous of me.
I saw him passing through rows of flowerpot.It was my marriage day.And he was here; here in my marriage.My heart wasn’t in normal state.Face made expressions that didn’t resemble the  heart.
I saw him looking towards me.....Year’s ago we lived together.He loved me and I too.
We had a little house built full of dreams.Dreams were all mine.I dreamt and he promised to turn it into reality.
One night while I was asleep,he left me all alone to be shattered, to only find the note he left,”I’m leaving you”.
No talks.No arguments.No reasons.
I was in solitude without my love.I waited  in hope that he will return.Hours turned into days and days in to weeks.But he never showed up."He left me.....why?”.
“why?”Reasons were what i wanted.But i was always stucked in... , “why?”
I tried to move on.So, i did, but just to conceal the pain.
I saw him looking towards us.He had a smile in his face.Smile that maybe of sorry or maybe that of happiness.When I walked with my groom in the hallway.I saw him walking away.
Tears nomore could be controlled.It finally rolled down and rained.I took my hand off the groom arm.Ran towards him.Searched him everywhere,outside.
I Saw him walking the lonely path.Ran towards him and stopped.I raised my hand and touched him on his shoulder,gently.He turned.He saw me.
"Hello ,who is there?”.He didn’t recognize me.
I couldn’t respond him.I was lost too,couldn’t even utter a word.
He felt something fell on his shoulder.
“...oh...what i’m thinking.. never”,he said to himself,with lips movement that i could only fathom.He shook his head in gentle negation and an unmarked smile raised on his cheek.
And he followed,his, the very same path.