Thursday, December 24, 2009

Dead Promise


Lots of things are strange to everyone.Like Unknown person,alien road , nameless place;
But one thing that I have known more in my life.
Is the death,
Unknown ,mysterious but a truth of life.I don’t want to ponder or run like insane, thinking...
Why is it  so known yet Unknown.I don’t want to reason or compare the  pain
I don’t want to question, why her? I can’t drop the tears for her no-more.
As tears have lost its stream.And wanders in search of its faded-persona,
Since, She left I have grown weak.It’s being one week.
Food no-more feeds me.Water no-more quench my thirst.
I’m sick & my body attest for  it.I don’t need any medical assistance.
What I need is to be with her.Once I had promised to her.
To travel to God-place bare foot.And pray to God for the longevity of our relation.
And to be always with her.While, she was alive,I didn’t go to pray
But now,when she is not with me.I’m in the mid-way to reach the God-place.
I can’t walk, my leg has become numb.I am dragging my body.And rolling my body over when I can’t drag any more.I can see the red blood that flows from the numerous cuts.I can’t count them.My vision has become feeble.
My attire is torn and full of dust.And  has become wet,with the blood that flowed from my wounds.I can see the steps of stairs & the legs of people walking over it.It’s crowded.
It’s  afternoon, sun is above  the head.I can feel the heat of sun through my wounds.
I need to climb those stairs before I die.I don’t see the space where I can drag and reach the God-place.It hurts when people steps over the wounds.But I don’t care.
I just have to reach the God-place before I die.And fulfil her last wish.

Ahh...! 
I can see her,coming near to me.I  don’t know its real or I'm dreaming.
Oh God!...no.  I cannot die...
I don’t know whether I reached the God-place or not.I can see my body just before the God-place.In the end of the last few stairs.I didn’t reach the God-place.I died without fulfilling her wish.
There was loud-silence when she looked in to my dejected eyes.She holded my cold hand.And took me near to the God.And said to pray.She came closer, while I was praying.
 And whispered in my left ear,“You kept your promise”.